类似の情况

巧合?

偶然?

命中注定?

类似の情况发生了~

年头一次;

年尾又一次...

我の21岁还真是多事啊~

亲手做了两样礼物给两个不同の女生...

我不是花心!!!

第一样,
是一个video，
送给一个我喜欢了7年の女生~

第二样，
是101朵纸玫瑰花，
送给一个我认识不久，
但很喜欢の女生~

相似点1:

两样礼物都是'几经波折'才送出の


相似点2:

两样礼物都是在跟计划中不一样の情况下送出


相似点3:

两个女生都把我送の礼物放上blog


当然，
还是有不同の啦~

第一样礼物呢，
我是在放弃那个女生时作的~
那是一个结尾~
完美の结尾~

而我和那个女生呢，
现在是我超级好の好朋友~

我承认，
她对我很重要...
但，
只限制在朋友の基础上~


第二样礼物呢，
我是要向那个女生告白の~
那原本会是一个开始，
但是，它却变成了结尾~

她，
有男朋友了...

她，
和前男友复合了...

而我和那个女生呢，
现在应该不是朋友了吧~


我，
好像很失败....


算了，
下次加油吧!!!

倒霉!!!

我今天，
很倒霉!!!

超级倒霉!!!!

‘晚安’

好久没有上来post东东了~
就，没有想写的东东，
所以...

好了，
言归正传~

‘晚安’，
这两个字代表什么?

有人说，
这是礼貌性的问候；

有人说，
是一天的总结；

那，
对你来说呢?

说真的，
我还超想知道对你来说是什么意义~

可是呢，
就，没勇气啊~

没用的男人；
对吧?
我是这样觉得的咯~

没见面，
就很多东东要讲；

见了面，
就什么东东都说不出~

变哑吧了吗?
我也不懂~

Haiz...
悲哀~

不过呢，
对我来说，

‘晚安’，
这两个字，
对我来说呢，
代表着我在睡之前，
最后一个想到的，
是你哦~

虽然呢，
我的晚安短讯所剩无几，
差不多呢，
只剩下60多封~
差不多只能多两个月~ （如果没有找到新的话）

不过呢，
有个人告诉我，
你可能会觉得很烦~

所以呢，
我是超想问看你的~

如果，
你说你觉得烦~ （亲口）

那么，
我会(我真的会)马上停止~

因为呢，
我不希望造成你的任何困扰~

Happy family penang trip + sis convocation ceremony

Time flies...
3 years passed ady n my sis hav done her study in USM...

So, it's time for convocation...

Congrat my sis n joseph....

So, i had a trip wif my dear family to Penang,
a lovely island, attending my sis's convocation ceremony...

It was a tired,
enjoyable n memorable trip...

I took a one day leave from lecturer n went bec home before going to Penang...

N the next day, 6th August,
v depart to Penang...

It was a scary journey...

The insane driver,
kept on speeding n take over other cars...

There's a few   many time,
the bus nearly bang on other car...
WTH, WTF...

But then,
v reached there safe n sound...
Thanks god...

1st day actually dun hav activities...
But my sis suggest tat v go funfair...
V hav a great time there...

2nd day come...
Woke up 6am in morning...
Actually could't fall asleep at all...

Hav a breakfast n go to our destination-----> USM

I can feel Dad n Mum happy...
Me oso happy... =)

Let the photos tell the story...

tat's all for USM...

After tat,

my sis brought us to studio for photograph session...

Next, it's time for fun...

V went a few place in Penang,

hav famous local foods there...

Cendol, fried kuey tiaw, prawn mee soup, n etc...

N there is a most special one...

V went to Penang Peranakan Mansion,

tis is the place where "Little Nyonya" shooted...

It's Chen Xi's home...

Haha...

V took 100++ photos there...

N now,

again v let the photos tell the story...

   

  

 

like tis pic very much...

I'm tired for uploading the photos....

So, tat's all for now...

Very tired after the day,

drove for hours,

n walk a lot...

But,

i feel very happy,

can go attend my sis's convocation,

n hav a best trip wif my dearest family...

Attention!!!

This post contains FOUL WORDS, RUDE WORDS, and VULGAR WORDS...

If you are UNDER 18, please DO NOT ENTER...

For people who view this post...

If you feel you are the one...

Then it's you...

But I think the person who I'm refer to will not see this post...



I do not responsible for any uncomfortable after viewing this post...

尴尬啦~~~

今天，
要去KO-Q时，
遇到了你...

咳荷，
我说了声Hi！

看着你，
那种欲言又止的表情...

我知道，
我的表现，
是非常的不好...

也许，
我不够大方...

也许，
我不够Steady...

其实，
我是已经OK的了...

只是，
我尴尬啦...

因为，
说出去的话就收不回来了嘛...

虽然，
我已经把我的心态调整好了...

但是嘛，
就是尴尬啦...

要下巴士时，
就看到了你...

原本，
是想要，
帅帅的；
大方的；
潇洒的；
Steady的；
向你说：‘Hi!’

但，
不知怎的，
就，
帅不起来；
大方不起来；
潇洒不起来；
Steady不起来嘛...

Haiz...
就是会尴尬啦...

我也没办法嘛...

好呗！
尽量嘛！
我就努力些嘛！

下次，
下次我就要坦荡荡的say Hi...

希望呗...

sEcOnD yEaR...

Oh yeah,
Start from 12th July 2010,
I'm a second year student...

Oh yeah,
Times flies,
1 year had passed already...

But,
What had I learned?

Shy to say,
I have forgotten what I had learned last 2 semesters...

Oh my god,
I study just to passes the papers...
I study just to get the results I want...

I decide,
As a second year student,
I wanna work hard...
I wanna study hard...
I wanna get what I want...
I wanna get what I desire...

But,
It's the same decision I made when I come into UTM,
It's the same decision I made for the past 2 semesters...

Oh my god,
I fail to make my decision become reality for the past 2 semesters...

Will I be success this semester?
Will I make it become reality this semester?

Oh no,
Why I dun have confident?

Is it my destiny to be so lazy?

I wish the answer is NO!

Somebody please tell me...
Tell me it's not my destiny to be lazy...

Somebody,
Where are you?

I need you...
I need you so much...

I need you to give me power...
I need you to hgive me the will...

I need you to give me confident...
I need you to give me everything...

So,
Can you hear me???

If you can,
Please....

Please,
Answer me...

GaMe OvEr !!!

Oh ya,
It's GAME OVER for me...

Oh ya,
I have been REJECTED by someone...

Oh ya,
I'm FINE...

Oh ya,
I had RECOVER from what had happening...

Oh ya,
I WON'T GIVE UP so easily...

Oh ya,
I'll PERSIST...

Oh ya,
Please call me 小强...

Oh ya,
From now on, i'm 打不死的小强...

Oh ya,
I'll learn from A Du...

Oh ya,
I'll 坚持到底...

不要不理我，好吗????

很可爱；

很好笑；

但是！！！！

很有意思~~~~


说出了...

我的心声~~

说出了...

我现在的想法~~

说出了...

我现在的感受~~


希望‘你’，

理一理我~~~


不要不理我，好吗????

wHaT cAn I dO????

I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

No more waiting, No more aching
No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there

Love me..

--The Corrs

也许...但是...无言

也许...
我们认识并不久...

也许...
我们并不了解对方...

也许...
我们都不熟悉对方...


但是...
你回个信息又那么难吗?

回个msn那么难吗?

理一理我都不行吗?

我是有那么讨人厌哦?

我有那么恐怖哦?

我是怪兽哦?

Haiz...
无言~~

病了~~

我病了！！！

3天full day...

+上一场雨。。。

把我给打倒了~~~

一开始，喉咙不舒服~~

接下来，就咳嗽了~~

然后呢？？？？？

鼻水不停的留~~~

就酱吗？？？

不！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

头痛这个好朋友也跟着来了~~~

好累！！！
累死了！！！


"好朋友们"。。。
你们离开我好吗？？？

"好朋友们"。。。
你们别酱爱我好吗？？？

"好朋友们"。。。
你们移情别恋好吗？？？

"好朋友们"。。。
快快给我滚！！！

我恨...

我恨...

我恨...
我什么都帮不上忙....

我恨...
我还要再熬两年才毕业....

我恨...
我什么都做不了...

我恨...
我恨...
我恨...

Result...

Result is out!!!

Juz tis friday...

When i logged in fb, all it is about the result...

With a anxious heart, i access aims web....

Worrying for counseling, finance, and others subjects, i logged in....

Yahoooo!!!

I did it!!!

I got a result tat i never thought of....

There r increases in my CGPA!!!

I remain dean's list n 1st class....

Thanks god....

Thanks my lecturers, especially Prof Hamdan Abd. Kadir...

I did worst in my final yet u give me A-....

I wronged bout u...

投稿-ing

看到星洲日报的五月征文，我，突然心血来潮，投稿了。。。

下面就是我的投稿原文，与大家分享。。。


幸福的滋味

幸福就在你我身旁

什么是所谓的‘幸福的滋味’？是金钱？是权力？还是显赫的地位？

人，到底要怎么做才会尝到‘幸福的滋味’呢？

有人说，人，综合了以上的种种条件 - 拥有了花不完、数不尽的金钱、巨大的权力、以及显赫的地位后，那么他就会感到幸福。

其实，在我看来，一个人，拥有了健全的家庭，一家人和乐融融，那么他才会感到幸福。

一家人，能够和乐融融的坐下来、一个也不缺的吃顿饭，那么他们就会尝到真正的、幸福的滋味。一家人，能够一起吃顿饭，就算桌上摆着的不是山珍海味，而是青菜豆腐，他们尝到的都会是这世界上最美味的，那就是‘幸福的滋味’。

所以，那些为了要尝到‘幸福的滋味’的人们，请不要再盲目的追求金钱、权力、以及地位了。请你们停下你们那繁忙的脚步，回过你们的头，看看一直被你们遗忘的父母与家人们。你们会发现，你们想方设法，一直努力想要得到与尝到的所谓的‘幸福的滋味’就在你们的不远处。

人啊，总是为了自己愚昧的认知而盲目的追求自己已经拥有的幸福与快乐。而这些已拥有的幸福与快乐往往会被他们牺牲，以换取他们心目中那以金钱、权力、以及地位所堆砌起来那不知所谓的‘幸福的滋味’。

文：伦（柔佛）

我喜欢你!!!

我喜欢你！！！

是的。。。我就是喜欢你！！！

也许，你不喜欢我。。。
也许，你不知道我喜欢你。。。
也许，我配不起你。。。

也许，也许，也许，也许。。。

那么多的也许。。。。
是挡不开我对你滴心。。。

E说，
"honestly... it'll b queit difficult"...

I wanna say, "yes i know, bt i wont give up so easily..."

也许，我现在没有勇气告诉你。。。
但是，我就是喜欢你！！！

总有一天，我会亲口对你说：“我喜欢你！！！”
不过，现在的我，会听取E的劝告。。。
I'll step by step...

是的，
等着我。。。
我一定会对你说的。。。

我喜欢你！！！

喜欢一个人。。。
如果不说出来。。。
那个人可能永远都不会知道。。。

Blank... blank... ...

today is a busy day to me....
last night couldn't fell asleep....
wake up 730am tis morning,
take 945am bus to utm... ...

reach jaybee around 12pm....
start doing ob at 2pm....
until now... ...

done it!!
but my brain turn into blank now....
wat am i going to do????

i dunno....
tomorrow maybe go bec muar again...
not 4 fun but have to 扫墓 on sunday... ...

next wed start final exam...
but haven't study yet...
wat am i going to do???

i dunno,
i really dunno... ...

那天晚上。。。
从新山回麻坡的路上。。。
望着黑暗的窗外，我的头脑。。。不知不觉的，想起了你。。。

就是这夜里。。。
我发现。。。原来我真的喜欢上你了。。。
对！就是你！

对一个认识不久的女生。。。
我。。。投入了真的感情。。。
可笑吧？

在想。。。
要不要说出来。。。
说。。。怕换回来的是像专心读书之类的借口。。。
不说。。。难道，我还有个七五年来等待吗？

决定了！！！
我要说出来！！！

希望。。。
当我告诉你时。。。
坦荡荡的给我个答案吧！！！